people use so many words and say nothing at all. they use meaningless pictures, sing meaningless songs, it is all meaningless. i seriously wish there was a limit in words to use so people wouldn't say such unuseful things. a friend once told me that you can learn something from everyone you meet, and i think i completely misunderstood what she meant. i thought she meant that they would intellectually stimulate me, and of those i only met a few (i'm not saying i'm smarter than other people, not at all, but people have to want to share their wisdom). i do learn from others, just not the way i expected it to be. maybe this is meaningless too. then again, without meaningless things, there wouldn't be meaningful things.

there were stories that would never be told because they didn't do the things they wanted most, and they might have regretted this, but they were also content. are you okay not following your dreams? they asked themselves. they nodded in silence and were able to let it go because even though they sacrificed this, they found someone who loved them and they loved that someone too. the people that love you shouldn't hold you back i screamed but they wouldn't listen. what if i nodded too. maybe i, who was bothered by this more than these people ever were, should let it go.